the deafening roar.

the promos.
i can feel its presence,
lurking near me.

wake me up when september ends.

diva la futbol.

you're looking at the TREASURER, CAPTAIN and VICE CAPTAIN of the girls soccer team.
dont mess with us. hahaha.


from now all the way to the end of promos, there wouldnt be any official trngs.
it'll be a struggle to get the engine started, but i'll do it no matter what.
0601, soccerettes, and every other j1, we must all get promoted.
j2 life, here we come! :)

twenty plus days;
and freedom will be ours.


i'll be there for you.
:))

believe in me.

that's sheri the duuck and i in my backyard btw. lovely. haha. i just felt like putting an uplifting picture in this entry.

the darn pw cycle is coming to an end, with our WR almost settled and OP arriving after promos. just like what carol said, it's a complete waste of time. irrelevant and totally unnecessary. but then again, i did it with two wonderful people. (carol wong mui kee and han yanyi! lol.)hahaha. yes, my grp members add up to a total of 3 people. 3 girls, to be exact. dont ask me why, long story.

took a breather and saw these kids kicking on the field. looked quite zai. hahaha. asked jinyu and justina to take a look, and it turned out that jinyu played with those kids before! lol. hence we trooped down to the big lousy green field and took the kids on.

the whole experience was hilarious, we couldnt stop laughing. cos the kids, no taller than my shoulder, kept faking us. haha. humiliating. but then lianfei and his friend joined in and things got better. we scored some, they scored some. i think we were attracting some attention, cos this pugi guy and his friend randomly joined us and it was this one whole big hilarious football frenzy.

the kids kept saying they had to go home by 6.30 pm.
we refused to let them go. hahaha.
but in the end, those cinderella kids packed their balls and left.
but they didnt leave anything behind.
no glass slippers.

why is this evolving into an emo entry. hahaha.
jinyu and i, being two very bored souls, explored the gents beside the atrium. one bad experience. haha.
then esther and justina, another two bored souls joined us and we produced a dumb video. it's a spoof of the mastercard ad. you know, the one with some indian girl saying she wants to buy 5 birds cos her bro's gg on a journey and richard gere flashes his mastercard and suddenly a whole array of birds start flying into the sunset. yepp, that one. hahaha. but it was a retarded video.

justina suddenly received a msg from keli that zixuan's in hospital or something. turned some VS guy kicked his leg during the friendly and his leg swelled up to twice the original size. ouch. reminds me, eunice got elbowed by the bishan arsenal player and some wierd looking bump emerged from her forearm. the last time i saw it, it looked like an egg.

30 plus days to promos.
something has got to be done!

honkee.

keli and i have a sudden fetish for speaking in a honkee accent these days. whenever i see her, i will laugh and the dy/dx thing will just go on and on. hahaha.

i think honkees are cool.
honkees= people from hongkong.

honkees.
honkees.
HONKEES!

:))

and i'm still sixteen.

SWEET SEVENTEEN ESTHER! :)
and i'm still stuck at sixteen. when will i get to proclaim proudly that i'm seventeen, the best age ever, where you're not that young, but not that old either?



in about two months time. hahaha!
take note of eighth october. it's a big day. lol.

someone stayed over at my place on fridaynight. someone who went to geog tutorial late on saturday morning! tsk tsk. LOL.

coach made a surprise visit during prac on friday. i was stunned la. cos he was wearing his soccer jersey, his soccer shorts, and even his soccer socks! he wore that high high socks with normal shoes to nanyang la! omg. fashion disaster. obiang uncle. hahaha. i wasnt feeling well that day. had a sudden bout of gastric, couldnt stand up straight at all. i think i looked like some ah ma who keeps hunching over. it's quite a disturbing image. ithink eunice couldnt stand my groaning. hahaha. maybe it sounded quite sick. but i couldnt help it la. then the gastric sort of went away after sometime.

why is kelvin and his friends always playing football at the pitch on fridays? it's unnerving when you're trying to do some drills properly when yongjin keeps shouting 'crouch'.

crouch sounds wrong.
okay forget that part.

and esther treated us to icecream at icecube! :) thanks darling. i had banana rumba. turn on the samba music man! hahaha. yepp. and we presented her with the first part of her present- the lollipops! hurrays.
the second part is in the making. lol.

jinyu and i agreed that school is getting meaningless without eyecandies. haha. and justina is not helping by pointing out wierd looking people to me. hahaha. speaking of which, justina looks like some guy in 0619. lol.

have you ever felt alone in a crowded room;
when i'm here with you.

shout all you want.

sorry, just being random.
sometimes you just need to scream your head off.
like this.

she waits and waits.

i'm like stoning in front of the com right now.
waiting for the guests to arrive.
where are you guys la!
hahaha.
supposed to finish our SEA hist proj by today.
AND do a lil bit of studying.
still no sign of those two ladies- sheri qwek and mak xue wei.

double up!
hahaha.

my house is in a mess. but no matter, since i am alr so unglam and image doesnt matter anymore.
why am i always caught in unglam moments? tell me.

forget it. i shall just heck everything and be ME! :)

i've got severe muscle aches. tennis and soccer trng tmr? my goodness.

heck WR!

after eternity, we finally got our written report settled. *high five yanyi, carol* this sleepyhead woke up bright and early this morning. hahaha. i usually sleep till like forever. no one dares to wake me up haha. carol's mum and dad were so nice la. bought pizza and chiwgs(chicken wings) for us. good food, good company. :)) okaaayyy, with WR out of our lives, we trooped down to amk. and carol got her ear pierced! scary like what la. and it's like on the upper part of the ear. reminds me of my single ear hole. i dont think i will ever get the other ear pierced. the horror. it's like part of my flesh, i will not allow anyone to use a gun like thingy to shoot it! spare me.

yesterday was cool, but felt bad to let kelvin and the rest wait 2 hours before the friendly game. some guy, i think his name is kwang yit, even bought a new PE tee to play with us! hahaha. see. we are high in demand. hahaa, no la. anyway, i think both sides played well, but they did pull back a little la. afterall, they are gentlemen who wont go rough on girls. i think. hahah.

trng was especially tough, dont know why. and we did a record-breaking 155 scissors.
something complicated happened after trng, but that was that. we all went down to chomp for dinner/supper, and i saw angelia! hahaha. still the same face. and there were these AJ hockey girls camping side chomp. angelia's team mates.

fab dinner!
and jerry treated us all to sugarcane juice. 7 jugs! :)

even the wrong words seem to rhyme;

she's 41!

the night is no longer dark.
and yet, those fireworks could never last.


racial harmony day. (long ago)
one was a fengshui master.


the other was a cuban drug dealer(haha!)


National day eve.
fund-raise aka fun race.



hahaha. look at jonathan.


this just looks terribly wrong. lol.





it was really tiring, but at least it was for a good cause. :))


spastic bel! :)


sing-along session. they were damn high la. haha. look at mingliang!



everything just seemed very red that day. redredREDREDRED.

National Day! :))
she's 41 already.
0601 bbq at jingqin's place.



unglam seq. LOL.



life beyond words.


the bbq pros. i cant barbecue for nuts. ask the soccerettes hahaha.


xuewei enjoying life. lol. get up lazy bum!


ikthia was scary. hahaha.


lol. ama hanging on for dear life.


spastic ikthia.


push him into the pool! lol.



celebrating the nation's birthday with beautiful people.

:))

sweet lullaby.

cartoon faces. hahaha. why didnt you wave back at him pris. wasted. haha.

i cant believe i woke up at 0430 and walked all by meself to jinyu's house. it was a beautiful night, but i was too scared to do anything. i just walked on and on. hahaha.

yes i'm a scaredy cat.

jinyu is a good host! hahaha. justina is fat.

she's rich!


























she's rich too!

so am i! (haha)

LOL. i'm super broke la. sorry to all those i owe money to. hahaha!

did this scare you? hahaha. this is my coach btw, he's a retard.

hurrays! :)

i'm a pro at this. hahaha. at jinyu's house now, supposed to study but then again...

he drives!

i was outside container 3 using the phone when i saw eric(the j2 counsellor) beeping a car, got inside, took out some books, went inside, manuvoured the car a little, tried to park it nicely, got out of the car with his stuff, beeped the car again, walked away, looked at us, smiled, looked a little awkward, and then i tried to hide.



wow.



he drives?



i wanna learn how to drive!
wanna hitch a ride, anyone? lol.

i got my mum to sign that result slip. it was totally horrible. DUUDE. well, at least she signed it. the next time i get her to sign again, it'll be nothing like this one. the honour roll ceremony was an eyeopener, cos you get to see so many people that you havent really seen before in school. and they're all smart people. i didnt realise that TKB was on the honour roll(he's ranked 10th) until cow screamed in my ear. well, it's been a long time since that incident where he sat infront of us in chem prac and we saw his underwear(haha), but it's just a hilarious thing that will probably never go away. i still try not to laugh nowadays when i see him. but sheri is not helping. she keeps laughing.

it was grey i think.
hahaha!

okay we are not perverts but that was really memorable. LOL. 3 for students. 0 for teachers. the crowd was rooting for the teachers though. and that muthabab guy(who runs really fast) scored two goals. lucky lucky lucky. but he's done xinmin proud! :) i think mr chew qi did really well la. and to think i laughed at him when he was warming up. i shall praise him when i see him during GP tutorial. hahaha. and mr mao did alot of running. the midfield was practically empty during the second half. the defenders didnt bother to run up and the forwards didnt go down. the teachers' midfield collapsed.

i'm officially an EXCO member! :) it's a very honourable position. yes, i'm the IT rep. wahaha. hey- dont belittle me. i can set up the visualizer okay. and besides, i get to wear an exco badge. lol. keli, some girl and i are the only three females who are IT reps. that's like 3 out of 36 la. the minority shall rule. girl power! (haha)

chem test.
history test.
SPA2.
SPA3.
national day celebrations.
0601 bbq.
esther's birthday.

too many things, too little time.


i got to listen to a very exciting piece of news on thurs. the head scratching part was really sweet. dreams have turned into reality. i'm so happy for you la esther!! haha. i saw him today, and heard his voice. it's really deep. like rrrr rrrr rrrr. but nevermind, esther likes it. lol.

and now i realise, maybe it's not that hard after all.
and maybe, it's not that faraway after all.

maybe when you reach out, it's actually possible.